Somebody took her. You did not know until today. A few hours ago. She left, five years ago. You moved on. She moved on too. At first you had thought you would not but when you kept calling and hit voicemail and she never called back, you gave up. You said you would try forgetting her for a week. It worked. Two weeks. It worked. Before you knew it, her number was deleted. You met her once, in the supermarket. She was with a friend. Female. She smiled, a thin smile, and said 'hi'. Then quickly faced away. You said 'hi' back. You wanted to make a long conversation. You stopped. She walked on. Laughing. Hard and louder. Not into the ears of her friend. Into the vacuum she must have been sure you were occupying. You felt bad, again, after a long time. Because of her. "I only wanted to be kind," you had later told a friend. Seriously, you just wanted to be kind. You just wanted to catch up with an old friend. Exchange a greeting and all. You never wante...
...writings and recollections; thoughts too.